So here's a lil update at last, changed the look of my blog and that should make me start writing again.
But I still don't have internet connection so that will make my posts sporadic. Right now, as Dell said, I'm leeching on his internet card.
I so hate not having any extra money at all.

In my previous entry months ago I said I might move my blog but Gabby and co. has persuaded me otherwise. So I'm still here.
And I realized I have to spend more time online just to get a new journal up and running in a different site than in just fixing this one up. And I can't even do anything fancy with it for lack of time. And there are still some bugs of course, can't help that. And I think I still haven't linked some people.

I'll stop now. It's almost 5am, time to wake up Dell who's sleeping (snooooring!) soundly beside me.

It's been months! I'm thinking of moving my blog too, but I'm still fixing things as of now. And besides, it's enrollment time and there's my MRR waiver to take care of. I'll think I'll just write more when I have finally moved. This is it for now. O_O

Had quite a weekend! Had a fab weekend which includes having my ankle sprained and lots of talks with friends and lazing around at Dell's house. Ely was there till Saturday, but Peloy and me stayed till Sunday just so we could be Dell's convenient excuse. But, hey, it was good to stay and besides I couldn't walk that well yet (cos of the said ankle). Got to meet interesting peepol too. hahaha

Being in Windangers Anonymous is actually getting to be a good kind of therapy, I think. Or maybe I mean a good kind of escape. But it's good for my mental health, so tha's that.

I mean, I don't wanna see my brother at all. My mom kinda laughed when I complained in 3 text messages, but they said they understood me. So there. Maybe I'm not so paranoid after all, thinking that my brother's demands are actually reasonable and is part of my duty as a sister.

this seems to fit here...


Gray:
You poor, depressed child. A rain cloud seems to
follow you everywhere. The worst has always got
to happen doesn't it? Life is miserable.


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I have no other wish than to sit in a corner and hide then maybe figure out what I'm doing with my life at the same time.



YOU ARE LENORE!! yay...


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Read this old interview of The Comics Journal of Art Spiegelman. (from Peloy's book The New Comics) This is not thesis-related at all. Then again I haven't been thinking "thesis" for some time now.

JOURNAL: Why was RAW#1 "The Graphix Magazine of Postponed Suicides"? A postponed suicide is just a stall till suicide,isn't it? That doesn't sound very hopeful at all...
SPIEGELMAN: Let me answer that with a quote from NIetzsche: "The thought of suicide is a great consolation: with the help of it one has got through many a bad night." To think about suicide isn't necessarily to commit suicide. it's to acknowledge the possibility and to acknowledge the precariousness of being alive and to affirm it. Every moment that you don't commit suicide is an affirmation. It's deciding to live some more. The reason I think it's actually an optimistic notion is the fact that...well, that quote that's in the inside front cover by Cioran, "A book is a postponed suicide," to me implies an act of faith has been committed. Which is, to create a work of art, a book, a painting, a poem, a magazine, a comics strip, whatever and that the work is in itself a justification for remaining alive. In that sense, at least, I felt I was provisionally optimistic.


I guess that entire quote is more of a mood thing.

Met with my bro, got to wash his clothes, got P500 for my trouble. Well, it didn't exactly happen like that, but that's the gist of it. No scary offers yet of living with him, thank badness.

something's a wee bit wrong with my blog template.I've done tried to update all the links and shit but it remains the same. What could be wrong?

sigh.

Desperately seeking for space, flitting from place to place...

seems like more people are coming in than I can handle.actually it's just one person who I have issues with...my brother (read: big elder brother). received a text message from him this morning saying hes been promoted and he'll be staying here in manila starting feb.15.

guess i should be happy or something. guess it would be ok if everything was great between me and my family.

it will be so hard to hide things now. and i just mean the CL thing for starters. 0_0 sheesh. let's just hope he'll be too busy to bother about my life.

he was the only one who ever asked me the question: what do you plan to do after you graduate? ugh. yech. i remember the horrors of that day and how i evaded answering that life-threatening question sucessfully enough cos I'm still here and that was almost 4years ago, i think.

anyway, i just friggin' hope he won't ask me to live with him.

he's thinking of asking my aunt if he can stay here in cavite temporarily. oh joy. there goes one of my quiet places to do thesis.

wow...this news gets me blogging again.

sigh. SIGH SIGH.

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hahahaha...true true true hahahahahaha

I'm back. Brain still on vacation, sadly.

Still in cavite...might try to blog longer when I'm more sane.Blog about my vacation or move my blog to another host.whatever.fix things up.do thesis.tons of stuff.